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More from my story "Bitterroot," followed by a Patty Loveless soundtrack. Call this a singular for a Duchess as well as my Lovelesslorn hermit AVD...

They stopped off in Taylor during a Whore as well as Crackhouse Bar-B-Q for ribs. Not a name of a place, thoughts you, though so dubbed years ago by Traci, in honor of a two-legged rodents which busy a place. Big Depot, pronounced a sign upon a rat-trap opposite a alley from a aged sight station. Traci swore a residence salsa was great sufficient to heal a STDs she was sure were upon a counter seats they sat on.

God as well as Mary couldnt make a improved sauce, pronounced Traci, her chin dripping with a essential oil.

Hell, God as well as Mary have been in a sauce, pronounced Ray. In his liking for slobbering up a salsa as well as bones, his Monte strike a floor.

And there it will stay, pronounced a den mother.

Ben, as sanctified by a holy meat as his partners, usually ate. And swiped white bread opposite his as well as their plates.

Cleanest these will ever get, pronounced Ray, admiring Bens technique.

They finished San Antonio by late afternoon, wrangled by a loop traffic, as well as afterwards drove down McCullough to a dilemma of Basse, right subsequent to a Optimist Club ball diamond. Clay Jenkins never disclosed usually how he managed to secrete such a excellent piece of real estate for a season. The sequence link fencing was up, as were a initial turn of trees hire in troops formation, ruins of Clays twenty years as an armed forces warrant officer. That was about all which was leftthe rest had turned to gray ponytail, ear stud, as well as an unadorned passion for Patty Loveless. He destroyed a earth in office of Patty concerts similar to a a singular male society of Deadheads. Several tree lots opposite executive Texas kept Clay flush for a rest of a year, as well as in prohibited office of his carnal grail.

Clay was talking to a span of group as Ben maneuvered a l! orry up onto a quell as well as backed a trailer in to in front of subsequent to a trees. Clay walked over to a lorry as well as leaned up against a motorist side door.

He smiled big, flashed his bullion tooth, with a PL inlay. Queen as well as her court. How we doin, Miz Traci?

Ill be better, soon as we give me a vast hug, she said.

They all climbed out of a truck, as well as 6 feet 4 Clay bear-hugged Traci off a ground.

Mmm, patchouli, pronounced Traci. Nice spice.

The a singular time we found myself in a elevator during Austin City Limits with Ms. Patty, we could have sworn she was wearing it. we goal to God it wasnt her drum player. Hadnt been for him, Id have been upon my knees irreverence fealty.

Surprised which stopped you, pronounced Ben.

Me, too, pronounced Clay. How we doin, BenBoy?

Been better. Trees smell nice.

Clay nodded over to his truck. Have a beer. Cure what ails you.

Ill pass, pronounced Ben. The treesll repair me up.

Its a great crop. we slept upon a raise of them final night. SAPD tried to run me off, until we saw a palms out for greasing. Lemme introduce we to your crew.

Jacinto was an honor tyro as well as fullback over during Edison High School, son of a celebration friend of Clays. Theyd both accomplished up their twenty years together during Fort Sam, a internal armed forces base. Victor was about fifty-five, vigourous as an ox, as well as similar to Ben, a yearly plant of anniversary downsizing by a internal landscaper.

Ben as well as Ray as well as a dual crewmen got a trailer all bending up as well as ready, whilst Clay as well as Traci browsed a trees as well as afterwards sat upon his tailgate with a integrate of Lone Star longnecks. Pattys Mountain Soul was personification upon a trucks CD player, sending usually a right poignant reason in to a dimming light. She wore him similar to a close as well as sequence /Only in dreams she spoke his name. The trade lights as well as stop lights kept it all from br! anch tho roughly maudlin, though things never got maudlin around Clay Jenkins. When a trailer work was finished, Clay joined a other group as well as piled a cord of timber subsequent to a trailer. Nothing similar to an outward glow in a fifty gallon tub when a nights turned bitter.

Prep work done, Clay treated everyone to cooking over during Caf de la Rosa, where Rose a owner was second usually to Patty upon Clays list of beauties he would die for. Hed scarcely died for his nation in Nam, as well as swore he would never scarcely die for anything which ridiculous ever again. Rose Hinojosa was a dim beauty in her early fifties, who could certainly give a younger Patty a run for her money. Clay joked which he was glad Rose had a lousy singing voice or hed be in vast trouble.

The cheese enchiladas were usually right, onions cooked inside a drippy tubes, usually a approach they should be. Woodsmoke in a refried beans, soppy rice, as well as guacamole which Ray longed for to smear upon his face, it was so good. Ben ventured past a usual cheese enchiladas as well as ordered a chicken enchiladas con mole. Halfway by a dish, he asked Rose to forget about Clay as well as wed him instead. Margaritasno iceand afterwards coffee with chicory to go with a flan as well as tres leches. They stumbled around a dilemma to Pacos for bluegrass as well as conjunto, a combustible combination. An Irish accordionist stepped upon stage during a final set as well as unleashed stately as well as officious apocalyptic mayhem. It was 3 in a sunrise prior to Clay dropped a 3 travelers during a behind of off during a tree lot. Ray climbed in to a Ram taxi to sleep, withdrawal Ben as well as Traci to a dual cots in a trailer. Traci, barely able to mount straight, proposed digging in to a raise of boxes during a during a behind of of a trailer.

What a hell? pronounced Ben, whose universe was spinning.

Traci, who would have preferred an autistic silence during a moment, slurred out, Im trying to Im try ing to to find ! which G od God darned goddamned box!

Ben suspicion he answered, What box? though he didnt. Not out loud, anyway.

The goddamned box was a shoe box with dual strands of colored Yuletide lights inside. In a recurrent approach of all drunks teetering upon a abyss, there was no approach in ruin Traci could go to nap until a lights were up. She slipped outward in to a cold night as well as proposed unraveling a lights. The trees kept her company, as did a integrate of cars which solemnly cruised by a intersection. An odd small crossroads Clay Jenkins had nicked for his anniversary business. On a southwest corner, past a ball diamonds was a sleepy small neighborhood of duplex bungalows. Northwest was an open margin of fluffy grass as well as mesquite trees. Northeast, opposite from that, an aged loose golf course, as well as upon a southeast dilemma a handful of soccer fields. Train marks were usually over a fields as well as cutting by a golf coursea squeal of wheels came rolling by usually as Traci proposed unresolved a lights from a corners of a trailer, zero fancy, usually a singular wraparound. She sat upon a small stoop as well as looked up during a vast Optimist Club heading embellished upon a dual story office building during a behind of home plate. A doorway upon a initial floor was open usually a crack: mudroom as well as toilet, a sink great sufficient for separate baths. Cold water only, so discerning separate was about all we wanted.

Three difference circled a Optimist Club logo: Character. Courage. Loyalty. Traci marveled, as usually a 4 oclock in a sunrise intoxicate can, during a clarity of such optimism, as well as wondered what 3 difference competence confine a Traci Augmon logo, should her name ever be splashed upon a side of a ball solid storage office building as well as press box. Treacherous. Foolhardy. Lost. Not exactly difference to enthuse we to scapegoat bunt or slide in to home base. How, she wondered, do we find a courage or foolishness inside to slap a moniker of optim! ist upon your front or pin a heading to your lapel? Father Al Durbin, who roamed a halls of Mercy during a behind of in Montgomery as a chaplainnow there was a relentless optimist, constitutionally incapable of complaint or despondency or saying anything though a china backing in whatever threadbare trailer trash life story came his way. Hospice wing, perinatal ICU, fifth floor sealed sentinel conduct cases, a leper cluster of mothers whod lost their babies in Labor as well as Deliveryit did not make a difference what site of human misery he wandered into, even a staff loll upon a bad blade as well as shotgun night in Emergency, a mans vast moon face shone brightly, difference of blithe support spilling from his lips, a stat injection of mirth in to a bleakest gloom. Traci had initial suspicion him an abject goofy and, for a initial 6 months shed well known him, had longed for to take him outward to a dumpsters as well as kick a shit out of him with a dual by four. Dedicated sailing insomniac which he was, he managed to ruin distant as well many of her night shifts with his untimely porridge of Kahlil Gibran, Rod McKuen, as well as come to Jesus drivel. Then which initial Yuletide Eve night upon a floating change down with a leper mothers, shed watched him awaken a lady during a behind of to life who had eluded all a efforts of a phalanx of goons from a Psychiatry as well as Social Work departments, bow-tied tweedmongers as well as sailor-suited matrons who after dual weeks of failure even to get to initial bottom with their Elizabeth Kbler Ross genocide as well as dying song as well as dance, had motionless because not a small electro-shock cocktail, a default in front of of every tweedy-bird constitutionally incapable of shutting up as well as sitting still in a presence of a grief which knows no bounds as well as doesnt concur with a vast splash of Prozac as well as a five day authorisation of benefits. The thirty-six year aged lady was sitting in a day room by herself in front of a snow white TV shade full o! f singin g Mormons. Her hair was a oily mess, her exposed donkey peeking out from a during a behind of of her studious gown. The initial time Traci saw her, shed suspicion of Van Goghs painting Sorrow. Even a leper colonys own Nurse Rommel counterpart had given up upon trying to get a lady to bed as well as simply left her in her chair in front of a TV. A week prior to Christmas, after 6 years of treatment with Montgomery Infertilitys finest, a lady gave birth to 3 stillborn babies. From a nursing station, Traci had cringed when she saw Al Durbin plant his fat donkey in a chair subsequent to Sorrow as well as proceed to croak along with a singing Mormons during a top of his lungs. Fifteen mins later, Traci looked up from her charts to see Sorrow hire in front of her with a sweetest grin upon her face. we hate to badmouth a great father, Nurse, she said, though isnt which a godawfulest sound youve ever heard? Could we greatfully offer him my apologies as well as discuss it him we usually had to get a small sleep? Winked as she walked off. Traci was ever so happy to close down a padres concert, as well as supplement to her list of things which irritated her about him, missing entirely a spectacle of a lady sashaying off to her room with a wink. The subsequent dusk she listened laughter from down a gymnasium in a womans room as well as a gorgeous effort voice singing a a many wonderful time of a year. A couple of mins later, Al Durbin walked out of a room as well as wished Traci a unequivocally happy Christmas. And winked as he walked off. Never again did she mistake optimism as a neurological variation upon mindlessness. She took to creation additional pimento sandwiches to share with Al as well as was honestly changed by his assurances which he was praying for her, notwithstanding what she reputed were a ineffectual results.

Traci favourite a glow of a Yuletide lights upon her hands, as well as was tempted to light a glow in a tub as well as stay out longer in a shivering cold. In a end, she simply walked on! ce by a synthetic forest of debonair as well as fir as well as hunger as well as afterwards climbed in to a trailer where Ben was half on, half off his cot. There was as much icy air in as out of a trailer. She climbed in to her cot fully dressed as well as pulled upon a integrate of additional Mexican blanketstoasty enough, solely for her face. She felt similar to she was lying in Candyland, a Yuletide lights sugarcoating a differently gloomy small camper. Train wheels squealed again a entertain of a mile off, a car stopped during a intersection, Brubecks Take Five piping in to a night from a speakers. Windows open in which wind?, suspicion Traci, trailing off with Desmonds solo. Had to bea voice from a car says, Dig which cat! Traci dug him, too, as well as similar to a light was out.

Sunday morning, Jacinto as well as Victor were upon a pursuit bright as well as early, given to a couple of wandering customers, though often putting final notation touches upon a lot. The travelers were dead to a universe until Clay rolled in upon his Harley, bumped Ben out of bed as well as onto a during a behind of of a hawg for a commercial operation assembly during Roses. Bloody Mary with preserved okra as well as a vigourous jalapeo proposed a resuscitation, followed by an agitator plate of huevos rancheros as well as refrieds, flour tortillas prohibited off Roses comal for sopping up a burning mess. Half an hour in to a meeting, Ben had a great sweat starting as well as could usually proceed to mount a light outside. Ben as well as Clay had been by this final notation drill sufficient times which it was unequivocally usually a singular some-more possibility to revisit prior to Clay took off for his circuit of half a dozen other tree lots up in a mountain country. Bens lot was not a plum, not by a long shot, though it suited him usually fine.

Traci had coffee as well as prohibited milk starting in a trailers small galley kitchen when Ben as well as Clay got during a behind of to a lot; Bob Marley CD upon a boomb! ox. Clay declined a coffee, though gave her a vast squeeze. It was clear which Jacinto was a ultimate adolescent to tumble for Ms. Augmon. He tried to keep his thoughts upon a work during hand, though kept coming around to see if he could lend Traci a hand, blushing similar to a happy elf. Victor was not smitten, though hed completely given up upon working for a moment. He rigged up an awning for a trailer, laid out a vast block of Astroturf, as well as sat in a rusty folding chair subsequent to a label table, personification Spit with a tab team of Traci, Jacinto (who blushed even some-more when their hands accidentally touched), as well as a still beleaguered Ray.

Clay harleyed off, Ben finished rounds of a lot, greeted a span of customers. He told Victor as well as Jacinto to take it easy for a whilst longer, given theyd carried a bucket by many of a weekend. Pulled upon a span of tanned hide gloveshis customers were interested in Scotch pine. Porcupine trees, pronounced a young daughter of a singular of them. She had a wide open demeanour which Brooke had during which age, prior to lifepitiful schools as well as boys as well as Bens own melancholyslammed in to her. Under Gothic makeup as well as a shambling wardrobe, it was hard for many to see which seven-year-old Brooke anymore, though Ben could, which was a singular of a reasons she still came around his apartment to visit. Usually about dual in a morning, rousting him out of bed, mercilessly fooling around him about his pajamas, introducing him to her ultimate partner in gloom, constantly an additional lady in Dracula garb, celebration up all a packets of Swiss Miss he saved for usually such occasions, whilst gabbing upon about poets as well as authors as well as folk singers which Ben knew she would usually know about from a years she outlayed snooping in his books from a library as well as in his CDs out in his aged Honda prior to it eventually died as well as rendered him footloose. Melanie was not a reader, nor infrequently sufficient was libra! rian-in- training Vanessa who, smart as she was, had a thoughts of a savvy file clerk. Ben had a pleasure of assembly their father Brad in in between his stays during Parchman. Clearly a brilliant male to have twice almost pulled off a desirous robberies he planned, though no justification which he was ever changed by a likes of Kerouac or Hardy or Li-Young Lee. Or Greg Brown, for which matter. The dual oclock visits, Ben realized, were a bit of uncover as well as discuss it for Brooke, never a singular to deny her obdurate father, though still unapproachable to uncover off her quirky as well as bookish stepdad, his social ineptitude notwithstanding.

Ben sold as well as installed a dual porcupine trees with usually teenager cuts as well as accepted a vast tip from a small Brooke-alike, which he soon put in a communal tip jar. He could see which a brew-renewed Ray was itching to strike a road, whilst all a whilst Traci was dragging her feet. Theyd accomplished Spit as well as shed pulled out a dominoes, sure glow revenge upon Victors domination of a tab team.

Let me put this comrade in his place, Mr. Barnes, pronounced Traci, winking during Victor as well as nudging Jacinto during her side. You competence wish to do something about which hair, Rayand change out of those nasty clothes. Nothing against final nights funI had a great time myselfbut, Id rsther than not smell it all over again upon a approach during a behind of to Alabama.

Ben sat down for an additional crater of coffee upon a other side of Traci as well as watched her hands upon a tiles. Nothing fifty about those hands, there had regularly been something officious girlish about them, smooth, unwrinkled, clean elementary nails. She was rightfully vain about them, bragged which shed never worried with nail polish, regularly discerning with a give up of because worry with perfection? In a center of a during a behind of of her right palm there was a tan birthmark about a distance of a china dollar; this, too, she was unapproachable ofswor! e it mes merized her domino foes, not to mention a likes of not a couple of of a many whod depressed for her by a years. It looked some-more similar to a tiny painting than a blemish. An Indian mehndi artist in Houston once complimented her for a mark, mistaking it initially as a poetic bit of palm painting. Who did this for you? a lady asked, fearful of a aspirant in her midst. Traci laughed as well as said, God, as well as showed a lady her mistake. The artist overwhelmed her clasped hands to her forehead, bowed as well as replied, Indeed, a ultimate painter.

About 4 in a afternoon, Ray eventually pried Traci loose from a table. She kissed a palm Victor extended to shake, as well as kissed a swooning Jacinto smack upon a lips. Ray as well as Ben completed their protocol bear cuddle as well as during a behind of slap, as well as afterwards Ray climbed during a behind of a wheel of a truck. No a singular had told Jacinto or Victor of any of a story or governing physique of a 3 travelers, though both of them sensed which Ben as well as Traci were in need of a small remoteness for their farewell. A span of customers drove up usually in time to occupy them.

Traci looked for a boy, saw which he was safely hidden, not even peeking. She reached to cuddle Ben with a singular arm around his neck, though he pulled her close with both arms around her as well as held on. Tears filled her eyes; she couldnt see a tears in his, though she could feel a small burst in his chest which regularly signaled he was trying to reason them in.

You usually let them go, baby, she whispered in to his ear, as well as put her other arm around him.

Ben was afraid which if he let go of her he would break apart. Normally desirous Ray refrained from drumming upon a horn, knowing full well Traci would have his conduct if he did. She stroked her ex-husbands during a behind of up as well as down his spine, felt his onslaught to keep everything in, as well as saw, infrequently enough, a flash of a picture of him as well as Cin! dy in he r bedsaw it as God competence have seen it in His own living room, drink in hand, vast physique leaning during a behind of in to His lazyboy recliner, blip of a summer rerun upon His aged twenty inch Magnavox, havent we seen this before?, mildest of curiosity, strech for a remote, surfing away.

The shuddering eventually eased; Ben patted her during a behind of his heading 3 times as well as stepped back. She put a palm during a behind of his head, pulled him to her as well as kissed his cheek.

Merry Christmas, Bennie, she said, as well as walked to a truck. He watched their taillights conduct down Basse, cranky a tracks, as well as hook off to a freeway around a bend. To give himself something to do, he walked during a behind of to a label table, put a dominoes during a behind of in their box as well as drank off a dregs of Tracis coffee cup.

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