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Verse 10

Nurture a dark of your soul
Until you turn whole.
Can you do this as well as not fail?
Can you concentration your life-breath until you become
supple as a newborn child?
While you cleanse your middle vision
will you be found though fault?
Can you adore people as well as lead them
without forcing your will upon them?
When sky gives as well as takes away
can you be calm with a outcome?
When you understand all things
can you step behind from your own understanding?

Giving bieing born as well as nourishing,
making though possessing,
expective zero in return.
To grow, yet not to control:
This is a puzzling virtue.

Nurture a dark of my soul. Scary thought eh? Reminds me of a time approach behind when when you was Christiany as well as would willingly urge to God to break me, aka, ask Him to upon purpose equates to me intense romantic suffering in sequence to turn stronger in a end. you know, fuckin funny eh? Lets usually ask this all absolute being who combined all in past as well as benefaction hold up in all of eternity to upon purpose equates to me pain.
Anyways, upon purpose thinking about all a shitty parts of me as well as perplexing to accept them as a partial of me?

Excuse me for a moment.

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ahem.
I suppose there is a little truth to that. But you mean, you have improved things to do then lay as well as meditate as well as go over all about me which creates me a terrible human being. However you consider you can have use of this to my advantage. The categorical thing Ive been learnig about in me cringe meetings is mindfullness. Basically usually being aware of a benefaction when emotions as well as thoughts becoming overwhelming. You know, OMG you hate my hold up you have no friends Im such a fuck up- ooo this blanket! is very soothing as well as fuzzy.. wait, why do you hate my hold up again?

.. ok confession. While which mindfullness thing there is something relevant in my hold up currently it is not a thing you wanted to describe to what you was perplexing to say. What you WAS perplexing to speak abou was a OTHER healthy mental shift my cringe (ps you adore using a word cringe equates to it creates me receptive to advice much some-more funny than you essentially am ..I think) was to let go. Ah yes, a cliche of letting go as well as moving upon with your hold up as well as all which rubbish.
So. In relation to a dark as well as such you consider which by letting go of something equates to which you have accepted it as well as it no longer binds you back. So really, when you contend fuck up as well as get beaten upon thursday night when you was starting to stop celebration for awhile, thats me giving in to a supposed dark side of me as well as well, i feel quite shameful about it. And increadibly hungover though a lot of guilt too. But you have to accept it happened, accept which its starting to b difficult for me to stick with a absence of celebration though know which in end you will come out upon tip since you can. you got a little shitty parts to me. Ive done shitty mistakes as well as choices as well as you will have some-more in my future. Quite presumably today. But you got to accept it, sense from it as well as pierce on.
Though you disagree which nurturing a dark of your essence males you whole. you consider a usually time you have been essentially total is when were dead. Morbid? Possibly. But you have been regularly flourishing as well as learning as well as fucking up as well as failing as well as whatever so were never unequivocally whole. Just regularly losing pieces when you destroy though gaining those pieces behind when you sense from a failings as well as anticipating total new pieces wh! en you s ense new things. Poetic eh? Heheh.

The subsequent few lines further discuss if you unequivocally CAN not destroy during becoming total (thanks for a vote of certainty Lao Tzu). you find a line about if you can adore as well as lead people though well, not destroy during it? (Whats with all a failing..)
I can describe to it though, not so much equates to Im in a leadership in front of or anything, though some-more of just.. can you adore people as well as not douse them to death? Def something you need to work at. Because its a shortcoming of myself.. which you ACCEPT.. as well as have let go.. (see how you did that? The combo of a Tao learnings? Yea? Thas right!)

I like a a single about a understanding. you consider history has unequivocally helped with this. Basically usually which you gotta get all a contribution from as many perspectives to unequivocally benefit a correct understanding. Cause how often do you listen to something as well as usually burst to a end instantly as well as you have been covinced you have been right? you suppose thats why history teachers demand 10+ resources equates to theres a contribution of history though opposite people feel opposite factors contributed to a actuality or a result of a fact.
Man you am usually rambling. you should point out you slept many of a day as well as didnt sleep tonight. you have a mad headache, prob due to a secure hangover, so Im in discuss about sleeping. Because Im hungry.

Well a teenager of a Tao verse there is flattering much a summing up. The categorical line Ill take from which is a design zero In return. Basically from a choices you make, a usually thing you should design is my own reaction as well as feeling. You know, you should not drink since itll have me feel improved though you shouldnt design friends to flock as well as pat me upon a back, eh!!
Anyways time to possibly sleep or be productive. Although you did watch about a weeks worth of CraigyFerg in sequence to catch up as well as well, Ive been s! imply gi ggling all night!

Great day to all!

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